Tuesday

If I weren’t BEAUTIFUL?

I have seen the world,
hot air of may
The walks we used to take
along the shore.

Would you have loved me if;
If I were not beautiful?

Thursday

Menstruation- OMG what did you just say?


Yesterday I was having a small talk with one of my roommates. Girls gossip you know! She is the one who has recently got married and obviously dying to stay with her husband. Her husband lives in Chennai and she is stuck in Mumbai for the job. And I appreciate the fact that she is working after marriage. It’s not that common in Indian society to continue your job after marriage when your husband is at different part of the country. Here the girl has to adjust. Hence forth, she tried her level best to make herself transfer to Chennai which she succeeded eventually. So now the whole anxiety thing prevails as to when the date of transfer will come and she would be with her husband.

Sunday

Bitter PAST



A friend of mine suddenly asked me that why do I write such post and blogs? Do you know it gives a negative impact, he said. Really? I never thought so. You most of the times rant about how you were wronged or you complain to the society. So? I wasn’t scared of what people might think of me. And I have full right to rant or complain or blabber or simply write. You don't like don't read. Yes I am rude. But rudeness come with boldness.

Friday

11 things that made me feel Better!

It feels good when some of the unexpected things happen; like
  1. A person you just met once remembers your name when you thought he might have forgotten.
  2. When you want the person you like or have crush on, to wish you on your bday but you know he would never remember and surprisingly he wishes you first.
  3. When after a fight with your boy friend you get an ice cream cone or chocolate bar even if you aren’t talking to each other.
  4. A surprise visit of your dad living miles away from you.
  5. Your crush texts you when he is drunk saying you are the one he wants to talk to.
  6. Your roommate cooks a meal for you when she knows you don’t eat the dish prepared in the hostel kitchen.
  7. You get a cute little gift from someone who went for vacation.
  8. A hug from your sister when you cry like a baby.
  9. A friend who makes you feel worthy when you feel like a loser.
  10. A smile, genuine smile from a person in the street.
  11. Someone out of blue unknowingly helped you out in taking a decision.

Ps- you can always add more.


Ache inside my HEART

I had to meet you, tell you how amazing you are
I would come up to you, crossing the borders        
See you smile after we are apart
Somebody should have warned me
About the ache, that’s inside my heart.

Last wave I needed, from you
When you were leaving the country
And me alone, with the stars
That we used to gaze on the roof
Cuddling in each other’s arms.

I know it’s difficult, I’ve to pull up 
Myself from this never healing wound.
I wanna go back to the start!
But I wish good luck, fly up so high
No one could touch and cause harm.

It’s sad that we ended up like this
Situations tore us apart.
Somebody should have warned me
About the ache, that’s inside my heart.
I had no idea this would be so hard!