If I weren’t BEAUTIFUL?

I have seen the world,

hot air of may

The walks we used to take

along the shore.

Would you have loved me if;

If I were not beautiful?

Ache inside my HEART

I had to meet you, tell you how amazing you are

I would come up to you, crossing the borders        

See you smile after we are apart

Somebody should have warned me

About the ache, that’s inside my heart.

Last wave I needed, from you

When you were leaving the country

And me alone, with the stars

That we used to gaze on the roof

Cuddling in each other’s arms.

I know it’s difficult, I’ve to pull up 

Myself from this never healing wound.

I wanna go back to the start!

But I wish good luck, fly up so high

No one could touch and cause harm.

It’s sad that we ended up like this

Situations tore us apart.

Somebody should have warned me

About the ache, that’s inside my heart.

I had no idea this would be so hard!

Happy on my OWN

I am here waiting for you

Because that’s what you asked me to do

I know you broke my heart

I was never good enough

For you!

Still you put the blame on me

Where were gone those days 

when you say sorry

Even if the fault was mine!

The thing we had was divine.

Now you are back

You pleaded for a chance.

I missed you much,I wondered 

To give you one more try

It bleeds my heart, it makes me cry,

And if I do, I know for sure

You gonna crush my heart,

You gonna crush my soul.

So baby just leave me alone

Go your way

I am happy on my own.

I Like...

I like the smell of the tee you wear.

I like to roam in the house wearing that when you are asleep.

I like to make coffee for you in the morning.

I like how you sip it from the mug while one of your eyes is half-closed.

I like the way how you pull me back to bed when I try to wake you up.

I like the way you tease me when I dress up.

I like when we talk for hours in vain

I like when we walk miles together in rain.

I like it when you try your best to help me cook.

I like your love for your games, sports and books.

I like when  you do not ask me to stop while I cry.

I like the way you kiss and hug  when my mind is awry.

I like the long drives we go for in the weekends.

I like the late night candle light dinner dates.

I like the way you caress my hair.

I like the rugged torn levis you wear.

I like the way you listen to me with patience.

I like when you don’t run away from my craziness.

I like the space you give me and trust me so much. 

I like the fact that you like and need me very much. 

I like your beauty; it’s divine.

I like when you say that you are mine.

Not my fault

You liked, you cared

You called me every night

You talked, you shared

Every details of your life

I was proud of you,

u were my bff

Coz the bond we share

was terrific

Then suddenly you behaved in a way

I’ve never seen;

to my surprise

That was insane

You clinged to me

like a lost puppy

letting jealousy to dwell

And baby, oh well

I understand that you love me

But baby you should know

I don’t feel that way

You have to let me go

You love me; not my fault!

The bond we shared

was unconditioned

And you added constraints

How can you be so mean!

if I did anything wrong

sorry, please go away

coz Baby tryna understand

I don’t feel the same way

I understand that you love me

But baby you should know

I don’t feel that way

You have to let me go

You loved me; not my fault!

Ps- I always wanted to write songs, hope someday I could find  music for it.

Watching the world end

Last night you said ‘I love you’

You were with me and I was with you;

The story of us seemed as a fairy tale.

Sun rays tearing the dark,

I wish I could go 2 years back!

Why  the night has to end?

In a Long shirt and morning air,

Holding the Coffee mug with messy hair;

I looked outside the window pane.

Thinking of us, thinking of ME!

So selfish, how can I be?

Then on my face fell a few drops of rain.

Hey baby, Pull me back to our realm

I just don’t wanna break this dream.

Wrap me in your arms and kiss.

I like the feel of your touch.

I know you love me very much.

Your heart is the place where I belong.

Cause I wanna dance, I wanna die

And you are the one who lets me fly.

The world knows we don’t care.

So here,  we lie, under the sheets

Saying good bye, humming to our heart beats

Now we are alive: Watching the world end.

We Had...

When I look back

I can see you and me in past.

Did you forget about us????

All the fun we had,

the touch of your lips,

the feel of the hug,

the breath that caress,

the love we had...

And suddenly what went wrong!!!

The relation we shared.

I could not figure it out,

Please hold me back again,

I wanna live with you.

Lets get back to the time,

To feel the beauty we had...!!!!

Everything I do, I do it for you

Why are you so blind to see?
How can the fun we had go unseen?
We laugh, we cry, we quarel and fight
But deep inside we love each other.
And you are so blind to see; we complete each other.

Everything i do, I do it for you
I will be there for you untill the sky is blue!

You call me at 1am, not your gf sweetheart!
We talk about the stuff you love and crazy about;
The world you see and nothing about me!
I care for you and your likes and dislikes
Would never hurt you, neither have you!

But the love you can't recognize hurts me the most!
Coz, Everything I do, I do it for you
I will be there for you untill the sky is blue!

When you have a fight or anything goes scare
I am the one with whom you share!
When you are in need, you come back to me
Coz I am the one who has your back..

Everything I do, I do it for you
I will be there for you untill the sky is blue!