He was a loner, scared to trust another soul. He has been
loved, hated, trusted, heart-broken, ditched, played, mocked. He found pain in
love. His mother’s love was poisoned, brother’s love was bitter, father’s love
was green, sister’s love was lost and friends’ love was a show. He was not sure
whom to talk and what to talk. His lips were dried of words. He never smiled
but laughed at everything in life. He did not know how to cry because he never
got a shoulder to lean. He could not understand the difference between sympathy
and empathy.
He was vulnerable inside but strong to the world. He showed
nothing could affect him and no one could hurt him anymore. Even though
everything mattered to him, he showed he did not give a damn. He learned to
love himself more than anything exists in this beautiful earth. In the process
he had not realized the people who cared for him.
