You are not DEAD

You are kind of a broken star inside me

Burning and killing me when I am trying to live

The memories I cherished once is haunting me now

I wish you could come and save me, as you always did.

You are like twilight in the sky ready to bloom

Your thoughts are alive I wished you would have been too.

I can feel your breath, your presence around me

I wish we meet upfront, so that I could see.

The World is Yours

Good and bad lies with you. Don't feel down.

I get frightened. I procrastinate. I doubt. But I Get up, break the black cloud. I Introspect. I Improve at least I try to.

I am not a good girl. I don’t want to be. I have seen the good to the bad! And vice-versa. World did not treat me right when i was good. Sometimes you have to be a bitch to make the world realize: you value! I am happy to be that bitch.

No one can take you for granted!

You don't have to be good to the world; to people who do not matter to you. First be good to yourself. Treat yourself well. Care for you. Believe in you.

I care for me. I love me. I am so much drowned in me that there is no place of loathing.

 Love yourself and trust in the potential you have. You  can do wonders, you don’t have to always do something productive, just keep yourself busy. Read, listen to music, write ideas, create ideas, think of ideas, ideas to reform the world, ideas to improve something, it might be crazy, don’t worry jot it down.

You have to believe that you can do it and the world is yours.

Care for your SOUL

Have you ever felt that you are not worthy enough just to be alive. Everything is falling apart. No one loves you, no one needs you. Then remember everyone out there is dealing with their own difficulties. They just don’t show it, like you.

Do not get intimidated by what life throws at you. Life is just like a basket ball game. You need to shoot the ball within the time period for yourself and for your team. You got to catch ball and make a move. If you stay then somebody else is going to take the ball.

My face, hair, nails, legs, ass, lips, eyes, nose... nothing is perfect. I don’t have a perfect body. I am a miniature; with small feet, short legs, face with scars, peach shaped body, small boobs, blunt nose, small eyes, ugly nails, night black hair, legs with blade scars.. and the list goes on. Wait a minute, I am not complaining. I listed to acknowledge that with all these imperfections I love my body, I love my soul. I would go out in shorts without my legs waxed showing all the scars of the wound that bled once. I don’t care to look pretty cause I know I am beautiful; Beautiful inside. You have to crush the hard rock covering like the one in coconut in order to see the soft vulnerable me inside. 

Let me tell you every one is like this. We all have a lot of things which we could trade with someone else if possible! You have to believe that you are not happy by impressing others. You are happy when you make yourself at peace. Find the inner beauty, find the peace. The answers you are looking for are all hidden in the layers of YOUR life. Stop lying to yourself. People find it difficult to accept but you have to believe that we, people, lie to ourselves more than to anybody else. So stop lying, stop procrastinating.

Learn to say ‘no’ when you really don’t want to go for. This world is so pretty and we have just one life to live with it. Live the fullest.

It’s on you! What is happening to you good/bad is karma. Oh yes, I believe in Karma. Try to take chances. Try to take blame for what you are responsible for.

Get ready for yourself. Be presentable in a way that YOU will like. Love yourself more than anybody. Care for your soul.