Happy on my OWN

I am here waiting for you

Because that’s what you asked me to do

I know you broke my heart

I was never good enough

For you!

Still you put the blame on me

Where were gone those days 

when you say sorry

Even if the fault was mine!

The thing we had was divine.

Now you are back

You pleaded for a chance.

I missed you much,I wondered 

To give you one more try

It bleeds my heart, it makes me cry,

And if I do, I know for sure

You gonna crush my heart,

You gonna crush my soul.

So baby just leave me alone

Go your way

I am happy on my own.

Don't hold Back

I was a cry baby. I still am. I don’t understand why the act of crying is so infamous. People consider it as a sign of weakness. And the most bullshit statement I have ever heard is boys don’t cry. Why? Are they not allowed to shed tears?

As you laugh so you cry. There is nothing wrong in it. No need to run away from it.

I like to cry. I like tears. I feel it is one of the best creations of God. You laugh to express your happiness; you cry to exfoliate your sadness. It is a good thing to do. You feel a sudden lift of weight from your chest.

Get rid of the demon that eats you up inside. Cry. Don't hold back. Shed those tears. They are meant to leave your eyes, roll down your cheeks and see the world. By holding it back you are going to hurt yourself more.

Tears and smiles are the two wheels of a scooter. You need both to run your life and more importantly to run smooth you need the wheels of same size. So give some respect to tears as well. Cry whenever you feel like. Accept happiness and sadness with open hands.

I cry. I cry whenever I feel like. I have given my tears liberty. They roll down whenever they want to. Sometimes, as you cannot stop abruptly while laughing; I cannot do that while crying. But I can control it. It is a part of life and I give it no less value. I don’t feel ashamed of it. It is not my weakness.

It is an act that shows I am true; true with my feelings and I am not afraid to show them. 

I Like...

I like the smell of the tee you wear.

I like to roam in the house wearing that when you are asleep.

I like to make coffee for you in the morning.

I like how you sip it from the mug while one of your eyes is half-closed.

I like the way how you pull me back to bed when I try to wake you up.

I like the way you tease me when I dress up.

I like when we talk for hours in vain

I like when we walk miles together in rain.

I like it when you try your best to help me cook.

I like your love for your games, sports and books.

I like when  you do not ask me to stop while I cry.

I like the way you kiss and hug  when my mind is awry.

I like the long drives we go for in the weekends.

I like the late night candle light dinner dates.

I like the way you caress my hair.

I like the rugged torn levis you wear.

I like the way you listen to me with patience.

I like when you don’t run away from my craziness.

I like the space you give me and trust me so much. 

I like the fact that you like and need me very much. 

I like your beauty; it’s divine.

I like when you say that you are mine.

D day- B'day

Today is my bday.
I know some people get very excited about it and some don't. I always fall under the former category but this time i didn't. Unlike other years i wasn't anxiously waiting for it. This sounds lame. I know. I wasn't expecting people to wish me because i too forget their birthdays. And i thought it won't affect if they don't wish me. Well it didn't! But it sure as hell made me feel good who wished me; especially the one's I thought they would not have! I am scrapping down rubbish... hehehe.. so what??? I am the b'day gal ;)

My message is to those who fall under the later category- guys, this is the day when a lovely sweetheart was born, you should be longing for this day every year, you should celebrate, you should compare it with the last year and realize the difference that how stupid you were a year back. So even if you feel nothing special about it, go make it special :) Do something crazy and make it worth a memory. At last be thankful to have a LIFE u are living...