A Loner

He was a loner, scared to trust another soul. He has been loved, hated, trusted, heart-broken, ditched, played, mocked. He found pain in love. His mother’s love was poisoned, brother’s love was bitter, father’s love was green, sister’s love was lost and friends’ love was a show. He was not sure whom to talk and what to talk. His lips were dried of words. He never smiled but laughed at everything in life. He did not know how to cry because he never got a shoulder to lean. He could not understand the difference between sympathy and empathy.

He was vulnerable inside but strong to the world. He showed nothing could affect him and no one could hurt him anymore. Even though everything mattered to him, he showed he did not give a damn. He learned to love himself more than anything exists in this beautiful earth. In the process he had not realized the people who cared for him.

If I weren’t BEAUTIFUL?

I have seen the world,

hot air of may

The walks we used to take

along the shore.

Would you have loved me if;

If I were not beautiful?

Menstruation- OMG what did you just say?

Yesterday I was having a small talk with one of my roommates. Girls gossip you know! She is the one who has recently got married and obviously dying to stay with her husband. Her husband lives in Chennai and she is stuck in Mumbai for the job. And I appreciate the fact that she is working after marriage. It’s not that common in Indian society to continue your job after marriage when your husband is at different part of the country. Here the girl has to adjust. Hence forth, she tried her level best to make herself transfer to Chennai which she succeeded eventually. So now the whole anxiety thing prevails as to when the date of transfer will come and she would be with her husband.

Bitter PAST

A friend of mine suddenly asked me that why do I write such post and blogs? Do you know it gives a negative impact, he said. Really? I never thought so. You most of the times rant about how you were wronged or you complain to the society. So? I wasn’t scared of what people might think of me. And I have full right to rant or complain or blabber or simply write. You don't like don't read. Yes I am rude. But rudeness come with boldness.

11 things that made me feel Better!

It feels good when some of the unexpected things happen; like

1. A person you just met once remembers your name when you thought he might have forgotten.
2. When you want the person you like or have crush on, to wish you on your bday but you know he would never remember and surprisingly he wishes you first.
3. When after a fight with your boy friend you get an ice cream cone or chocolate bar even if you aren’t talking to each other.
4. A surprise visit of your dad living miles away from you.
5. Your crush texts you when he is drunk saying you are the one he wants to talk to.
6. Your roommate cooks a meal for you when she knows you don’t eat the dish prepared in the hostel kitchen.
7. You get a cute little gift from someone who went for vacation.
8. A hug from your sister when you cry like a baby.
9. A friend who makes you feel worthy when you feel like a loser.
10. A smile, genuine smile from a person in the street.
11. Someone out of blue unknowingly helped you out in taking a decision.

Ps- you can always add more.