You Gonna MISS Me

College Diaries:
From a Journal of a Teenager #1

It is sad when I think about the time I had spent painting a picture of our future. I thought we could be together. I thought you understood my every talks, I did not have to pretend. It was the same for you, I know. I could tell the very first day you fell for me. But you are so egoistic to accept that.

You know I am the only person who can understand you but you are too stubborn to acknowledge that! You did not care for a girl who genuinely had feelings for you. Hah, what you thought I would not get a man to love me! Or I could not get into a stable relationship? Boy, I chose you over 5 fucking million people. But you do not deserve it.

Sweetheart , you gonna miss me; miss me real bad. But let me tell you, I have moved on. Gone are the days when I wait for your text messages. I am fed up off your stupid beliefs. Like for instance you think by just having degree from a good university make you a deserving candidate to marry! OMG are you really serious? In which world are you living? Just look at the mirror once. Anyway I am not judging your looks, I really felt you are good at heart but  You are a pathetic self-centred egoistic creep who is worried about his life and nothing else; not even his family and friends.

You are fucked up. And I am sorry to say but you are a loser.

I wish I could curse you on your face but baby you gonna miss my dirty words too.

Cya diary!